While everyone finds it difficult to determine who can be trusted, it is especially so for those of us on the spectrum.
We are often unaware of intentions indicated by visual clues like body language, eye movement and facial expression. This inability can make us vulnerable, and too often the brunt of mean spirited, self-serving individuals.
Others may purposely set us up, taking something they know we said in innocence, or jest, purposely repeating it to others out of context so as to make it sound harmful, cruel or vindictive. At best in the hope of personal gain, or worst, out of pure maliciousness.
In casual conversation with others we may make a sarcastic, but light hearted, innocuous, remark like, “Right! Because we all know Mary is so lazy! Not!” Soon the rumour circulating in the office is that you said Mary is lazy. You cannot deny that literally you did say that Mary was lazy, even though you meant to playfully convey the opposite.
Incidents like this are why those of us on the spectrum will often think carefully about what to say before speaking. This pre-speech ‘pause’ can be misinterpreted by neural typicals as an indication that we are not interested in responding. The fact is we are thinking our way through to a socially appropriate response.
Who to trust? We cannot guard our every word. There will always be others who prey upon our ‘differences’ with selfish motives.
Our best defence is to speak honestly, in a clear, straightforward manner, simply stating our intention. In this way we can avoid the temptation to overly qualify or clarify what we have said, after the fact.
It is important to always speak with goodwill. But it is equally important to be careful about who you engage in conversation. That person you joked with about Mary? Future conversations with that individual must be limited to factual information, devoid of social playful banter.
Having difficulty making friends means we will often excuse people’s bad behaviour to keep the ‘friendship’ alive. But this is setting ourselves up for constant betrayal.
Certain conversational topics are great gateways through which to get to know others.
General topics, like the weather, TV shows, books, or current events can ease us into a new social relationship. Personally revealing conversation can be ammunition for self-serving bullies.
Save confidences for later, when you have had time to evaluate the trustworthiness of your new friends.
In her book, Aspergirls, Rudy Simone urges those on the spectrum to defend themselves “with tact and strength”. She further counsels us to be constantly aware of the unpleasant personality traits possessed by certain people in our lives.
If you find yourself ostracized by others as a result of deliberate misinformation spread by an ignorant individual, there is little you can do to defend yourself.
In stressful situations such as these, Simone suggests that you take the ‘high road’, displaying as little overt anger, and as much grace as you can muster, in order to retain your personal integrity and self-respect.
“Remember the three R’s,” she counsels. “References, recommendation, and reputation.” You may need to maintain all three in order to have the life you desire.
Margaret Jean 